Clarinda .

2009-08-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

VISIT

HTTP:PANKEY.LIVEJOURNAL.COM

2009-07-28T19:04:00.002+08:00

Moved to
....
............
...................
...................

http://Smellyellow.livejournal.com
http://Smellyellow.livejournal.com
http://Smellyellow.livejournal.com
http://Smellyellow.livejournal.com
http://Smellyellow.livejournal.com
http://Smellyellow.livejournal.com
http://Smellyellow.livejournal.com

2009-07-27T16:40:00.003+08:00

Cheap and nice Korea apparels preorder !

http://ohzeeg.livejournal.com/

2009-07-22T17:47:00.002+08:00

Dear God ,
I am very tired , very ...

2009-07-19T19:38:00.000+08:00

I didn't know i was the cause for this problem ,
i feel sad .
i mean very .....

2009-07-16T21:49:00.001+08:00

I am getting irritated by you each time .
Each time when you talk to me , i feel damn irritated .
Dont make hate come into us .
I dont want this to happen either .

2009-07-11T01:00:00.001+08:00

I know I'm filled to be empited again

The seed I've recieved I will sow .

FT ISLAND ,

2009-06-29T21:41:00.001+08:00

2009-06-14T21:56:00.001+08:00

You say: 'It's impossible'
God says: All things are possible
(Luke 18:27)

You say: 'I'm too tired'
God says: I will give you rest
(Matthew 11:28-30)

You say: 'Nobody really loves me'
God says: I love you
(John 3:16 & John 3:34 )

You say: 'I can't go on'
God says: My grace is sufficient
(II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

You say: 'I can't figure things out'
God says: I will direct your steps
(Proverbs 3:5-6)

You say: 'I can't do it'
God says: You can do all things
(Philippians 4:13)

You say: 'I'm not able'
God says: I am able
(II Corinthians 9:8)

You say: 'It's not worth it'
God says: It will be worth it
(Roman 8:28 )

You say: 'I can't forgive myself'
God says: I Forgive you
(I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

You say: 'I can't manage'
God says: I will supply all your needs
(Philippians 4:19)

You say: 'I'm afraid'
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear
(II Timothy 1:7)

You say: 'I'm always worried and frustrated'
God says: Cast all your cares on ME
(I Peter 5:7)

You say: 'I'm not smart enough'
God says: I give you wisdom
(I Corinthians 1:30)

You say: 'I feel all alone'
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you
(Hebrews 13:5)

Thank you , i knew that you have never forsake me or stop loving me .
Your love overwhelmed me today .
i was touched more than i could ever say in words .
ily

2009-06-04T21:03:00.002+08:00

Baby Zac came over , his parents went out .
He is soundly asleep now .
*Yawns ...*
After 1 and a 1/2 month i FINALLY carried him today :D

2009-06-03T20:53:00.004+08:00

29 May 09

Thank you .
you know who you guys are :D
i really love those accompany , chats , wishes & presents .

2009-05-24T22:49:00.004+08:00

if fate brings us tgt , we will see one another again . <3

2009-05-23T15:08:00.002+08:00

i was very happy yesterday , more than happy !
cause someone made me laughed all the way .
the journey was long but with fun & laughter it was nothing . :D

i thought we would feel awkward after not seeing each other for a long period ,
but this did not happened , we were still like our usual self .

All the dances were great .
i mean really great , it was really nice .

Last night ended well :)

2009-05-17T23:38:00.002+08:00

Just finish my WGM show .
Hwanhee is too attractive in that show .
Bummie is attractive too , too attractive . ^^

My right shoulder seems to be getting worst .
It's getting more and more swollen .
Sometimes the pain is just so unbearable that i teared .

woohoo , 22nd may is arriving *wink*
12

2009-05-12T14:35:00.004+08:00

5 more months and all the nightmare will finally end .
That's the end of secondary school life .
ENDURE is what i need .

Laulaugh at your own life .

Laugh at how you spend it .

Laugh at how you waste your time .

Laugh at yourself .

Life is sucha a motherfcuker.

That's how i waste my time and my life away .

Boring shit .

2009-05-08T15:12:00.000+08:00

New hair style , new spects .

Happy !

21;

Bummie ♥

2009-05-06T23:45:00.003+08:00

HOT!

2009-05-03T00:06:00.003+08:00

2009-05-02T00:03:00.001+08:00

i've cut away my long hair .
having short hair seems so much better .

Baby Zachary . 22 April 09

2009-04-23T12:55:00.004+08:00

Baby Zachary is finally out yesterday .

Went over to hospital to visit and see Baby Zachary .

He is so chubby !

His weighing at 3.65 kg .

Pictures of Baby Zac .

2009-04-21T20:27:00.002+08:00

So cute right ?

2009-04-18T12:04:00.003+08:00

2009-04-14T18:41:00.003+08:00

I fell down in the toilet yesterday .
I sprain my right shoulder .
It's swollen and painful now .

2009-04-07T20:50:00.002+08:00

Love is too scary , isn't it ?

Cheer up , my friend .

You know who you are .

You've friend that cares & loves you .

Most importantly knowing God is always there , hearing you out & collecting all your tears in a small bottle .

2009-03-31T22:01:00.002+08:00

I've planned for my own future .
if i really failed my o's & i couldnt get anywhere i want .
I would really want to serve God first .
Going missionary for a year or 2 might be good .
Then go back to study .
Life is not all about studying isn't it ?

Told my parents about the decision i've made , they're very supportive of it .
I hope everything turn out well .
Of course i want to pass my o's , but in life we have to plan for the worst too .

Going for missionary to help the poor , help the children .
That's what i really want to do .
Being a social worker helping the poor or being a Early childhood teacher .

That's my aim in life , i am sure this is what God wants me to do .

2009-03-31T17:15:00.002+08:00

2009-03-27T23:47:00.001+08:00

Sick again ?

gw(:

2009-03-25T22:27:00.003+08:00

My Dear Lost Sheep ,

You ask me where i am . My child , i am with you and I always will be .
You are weak , but in me you are strong .
I love you so much that i cant let you die .
I am so close that i feel everything you feel .
I know what you are going through , for i am going it through with you .
But i have set you free and you must stand firm .
You do not need to die physically for my enemies to be gone , but be crucified with me
and i will live in you , and you shall live with me .
I will direct you in paths of righteousness .
My child , I love you and I will never forsake you , for you are truly mine .

- Love , God

2009-03-22T20:16:00.003+08:00

My New Love .

2009-03-20T23:28:00.006+08:00

I am already sick for 3 days and the worst is i havent even recover .
It seems getting worse each day .

Went back to Jewel Box today , heard many unwanted story of this nasty person.
How much this nasty person sack people and how ridiculous this person is .
I went back especially to see some people , but they ain't not around .
I really miss their smiling faces , i really miss all the jokes they always told me.
It's just feel so different now .
I used to feel so Home ....

school is going to start all over again .
1 week of holiday is gone in a blinkzzzz .
which means 45 mins of study for a period .
school starts at 8.20am every monday , school ends at 12.10pm every friday .
remedials and more remedials , homeworks and more homeworks flowing in .
Burn more midnight oilsssss , more horrors to come !
And sooner or later i will go nuts .
hehehehehehehe !
Once school starts , study have to proceed all the way till May .
Anw, I promise those who care for me and those who love me ,
I will study hard this time round , no more mc & being absent from school .
Study hard , Loves (L)
:)

2009-03-15T18:11:00.003+08:00

Delirious was at the conference
They led the worship for the past 3 days .
They were really good .

God spoke to me .
God is really good at all times .
I went with a heavy heart .
I came back with a happy heart , knowing His always there for me .

You've made me realise how much you brought me through diffcult times .
You've made realise You're always next to me no matter what happens .
You've made me realise alot of stuff during this 3 days conference .
I just want to say

Thank you , Lord .

2009-03-12T17:38:00.002+08:00

2nd month .

Hot Pink and Orange Bands .

1 more day to H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.S !

2009-03-08T21:54:00.002+08:00

muscle ache

I went for dragon boat yesterday .

it was raining cats and dogs at first .

we prayed together , worship under the small pavilion .

120 people prayed with one heart one soul &

the rain really stop !

and the main thing was , there was alot of hunks !

really see till you shuang !

Okok , too over .

hahaha !

dragon boat was really fun & it's a really a teambuilding activity .

i enjoyed it alot alot and that made the reason why my muscle are in great pain now ....

2009-03-03T15:46:00.004+08:00

Happy .
I lost 2.5 kg within a month .
36 more mondays to go before o level finish .
251 more days to it .
i can't wait for it to finish .
This week going to end very soon again .
Next week would be coming very soon .

2009-02-28T16:26:00.001+08:00

sweet .

2009-02-28T01:09:00.003+08:00

Hectic week , schooling is never fun ,
except those bunch of fun loving friends i love to be with .
Homeworks are piling up like moutain .
sec 5 life really suck to the core .
working even harder than what i did for N's .
That's crazy .
work harder , Clarinda .
Last Lap , Last Year .
9 months more ...

love .

2009-02-25T21:59:00.003+08:00

I have chose to drop poa for o level .
Hence i will be left with 5 subjects .
whatever the outcome is whether i pass of fail either one of sub in o level .
I guess it doesnt matter much anymore .
I believe in God , I trust Him .
Whatever plans i made , as long as i work hard for my own future .
He would bless me .

stop telling me maybe it's not God's plan , cause i believe / know God will speak to me and tell me how to work hard for it and how to succeed in whatever outcome .

''No matter how good things are in your life, there is always something bad that needs to be worked on .''

2009-02-24T19:52:00.001+08:00

2009-02-18T21:44:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday , I love you .

Hope you and enjoy yout birthday .

Love You (L)

Valentine's day .

2009-02-16T21:02:00.005+08:00

One day when you feel alone
Remember i'm at the end of a phone
I love you loads
And that must show
I want to let all the world to no
I have a friend, that is you
I love you for all you do
Your face so sweet and your heart so gentle
Keeping me together when i'm going mental
Telling me you love me and that you hold me tight
Being there for me even in the night
Thank you friend you mean a lot to me
Maybe now you'll see
How much you mean to me .

2009-02-14T01:16:00.003+08:00

2009-02-11T23:45:00.002+08:00

Braces on .

diffculty eating solid food .
cannot talk and smile properly .
yellow bands .
super ugly braces , not nice at all .
regrets ...

Chingay part 2 & Appreciation Dinner .

2009-02-08T00:09:00.004+08:00

Magicbox @ Chingay 2009

2009-02-01T22:06:00.002+08:00

Extract .

2009-01-19T16:55:00.005+08:00

i am going to extract my oh my god teeth tomorrow .
extracting 2 at the same time .
i am feeling so @#$%^&*())(*&^%$ .
*SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!*
i am going to have this on by march .

ChinGAY is like going to come so so so so soon .
it's only neXt neXt FRIDAY & SatUrday !
It will be telecast on 1FEB .
i AM wearing the ugliest costume you can ever find .

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Girls @ Jewel Box !

2009-01-09T22:48:00.002+08:00

Goodbye 2008 .

2009-01-01T23:06:00.002+08:00

i spend my last day of 2008 working ,
but with a bunch of fun-loving friends .
so it ended up meaningful too .
But spending it with a different groups of friends .

yesterday was my last day of work .
time pass to quickly before i realise it was my last day too .
met lots of new friends there , who are willing to teach me new stuff .

farewell to 2008 , welcome 2009 .
Hoping this year will be a wonderful year like 2008 again .

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

2008-12-20T00:51:00.002+08:00

Give thanks to God .
I 've made it to sec 5 .
I got 7 points .
That's my dream point that i mention at the beginning of the year .
All Glory goes to God !

2008-12-05T10:32:00.000+08:00

will be away on the 7 dec - 9dec .
follow by 17-19 dec .

guard my heart .

2008-11-18T20:01:00.000+08:00

2008-11-11T03:30:00.001+08:00

FOREVER 21 SPREE #1 & HERITAGE 1981 .

UPDATES ARE @ www.yellowsmell.blogspot.com .

2008-11-08T02:42:00.001+08:00

i am so proud of myself i did everything in my blog shop myself .
haha !
is this cute ?
i did it myself .
woohooo!

2008-11-06T13:37:00.002+08:00

Hello all , can help me to pass this message around .
I just open a blog shop for sprees .

http://yellowsmell.blogspot.com/

I am doing a american Eagles & Forever 21 #2 again .
Thanks

2008-11-04T02:55:00.002+08:00

A list of things that i want & need to be done .

get my freaking pay .
treat them for dinner
get my own drum set in my room
go to the dentist
save the rest of the money
Forever 21 stuff get settle & arrived sg safely .

Will be away on 19 Nov - 25 Nov .

2008-10-31T01:52:00.004+08:00

Have been working quite hard till i forget about my upcoming O's .

i better get started .

The work place could be quite fun , sometimes alittle of torture .

2008-10-30T13:36:00.002+08:00

Hello all .
i have sent in the orders for Forever 21 & Heritage 1981 .

spoilt brat

2008-10-26T23:04:00.005+08:00

sometimes how a child grew up is depending how the parents teaches them .
an unreasonable child that wants something their parents give them .
cry over what they want their parents give them.
snatching their eldest sis/bro stuff .
being dote the most among their sis/bro .
how the parents educate them since young is such a important stuff .
but some parents failed to do so and spoiled their child .
this child would have a bad impression to people and so on ...

sometimes this is just so unfair to the eldest sis/bro .
they never get what they want but their younger sis/bro gets it .
always getting bullied by the younger ones .
always get scolding from parents because the younger one complained .
always giving in to the younger ones .
how could the parents be such bias .

i am not pin pointing anyone , this is just my view .

2008-10-25T02:51:00.008+08:00

CAPPING AT 20 or 190 USD

Lastest update no longer x 1.5 please change to x 1.55

[19/20]

PLEASE READ FOR THOSE WHO HAD MADE AN ORDER .
The previous post was too long , you can take a look at your total amount before shipping fee .
shipping fee amount will let you know once i have all the goods .
so shipping fee will be a 2nd payment .
all you need to pay me is the amount you see below first .
i have to get all the sums ( money & orders ) before wednesday (29/10) . if you have any enquires please ask me in MSN or SMS me .

*i will send in the orders by friday morning/noon

JENNY . (wed)

Total : $36.50SGD

QING SHENG (wed)

Total : $24.10SGD

G-dragon's gf

TOTAL : $26.9SGD

Milton [PAID]

Total :$52.90SGD

hahahaha [paid w shipping]

Total : $20 SGD

Esther

Total : $10SGD

Eka [ paid w shipping ]

Total : $27.50SGD

Sinwei [paid w shipping]

Total : $13.10SGD

Yuzhu [paid w shipping]

total : $8.45 SGD

Joelynne [wed]

Total : $31.70SGD

FOREVER 21 , HERITAGE 1981 , TWELVE BY TWELVE SPREE

2008-10-23T17:57:00.031+08:00

CAPPING AT LEAST 30 PIECES OF FOREVER 21 , HERITAGE 1981 & TWELVE BY TWELVE .

lastest update : no longer x 1.5
please x 1.55

[ 13/30]

http://www.forever21.com/default.asp (FOREVER 21)

http://www.forever21.com/h81_main.asp (HERITAGE 1981 )

http://www.forever21.com/twelve/default.asp (TWELVE BY TWELVE)

EXAMPLE

USD 1 : SGD1.5

1st Payment :

USD (10 x 1.55) =15.50 SGD +1.00 SGD (handling fee*per item) = 16.50 SGD

*shipping fee not added in yet.

2nd payment :
Shipping charges after confirmation from seller + any other additional charges, if any
Closing date

Once hit 30 caps or 190 usd

Emails orders to clarinda28@hotmail.com or for equiry .
Payable to : POSB SAVING : 188-388-566

TERMS & CONDITIONS :
i will not be responsible merchant ships wrong & damaged items .

ORDER LIST :
Name :
contact number :
address :
URL :
qty:
sizes :
colour :
Price : USD(10 x 1.55)+1.00 (handling fee ) = $16.50 SGD
usd :

total :

2008-10-22T22:03:00.002+08:00

Thank God that i am feeling better .
Thanks to everyone who did prayed for me .
Thanks to all for your concern .
i am feeling better after medication .

tags replies :
shiling : thank you for praying for me , i am feeling alot better right now .

Pray for me .

2008-10-19T22:49:00.003+08:00

doctor said i am weak .
my pulse are weak , my breathing are weak .
in short i am weak .
i am trying very hard to breathe everyday .
i couldnt walk long distance , i would have diffculty breathing in & out .
It have been there for at least 2 weeks & i am coughing quite badly now .
i am not having any fever even i am having flu .
sisters/brothers in christ , if your reading please pray for me .
i seldom request people to pray for my sickness , i am really afraid that it will be something serious .
Thanks !

2008-10-17T22:32:00.002+08:00

i have pass my audition for Chingay .
which means i am going to perform .
I would be busy every week for practice till Jan .
i hope i enjoy and gain experinces too .
Thank God for letting me being able to join .

2008-10-13T00:25:00.003+08:00

Enjoy , drawn by some xxx artist .

hahaha i dont knw wht that .
i dont knw whats that , maybe this xxx artist love $$
a girl eating an apple . i dont think it look like , so i need to describe it to your .

2008-10-11T14:57:00.000+08:00

2008-10-11T00:43:00.002+08:00

N's are over .
now all we have to worry are our results .
put that aside first .

Have been going out the past few days , i think i really enjoyed .
Thanks !

2008-10-05T20:10:00.002+08:00

love ,

2008-09-30T21:33:00.003+08:00

Happy Children's Day in advanced .
These are the ones who made me laugh and get angry most of the times .
But they are the ones who made me love them even more each sunday .
This will be the last year being with them .
7 DAYS .

their children day gift

♥

2008-09-27T01:10:00.003+08:00

xx tells me this .
i felt so encourage by it .

When GOD solves your problems,
You have faith in his abilities....

When he doesn't solve your problems,
He has faith in your abilities...

&&&&&&&&&&&&

Never blame a day in ur life.
Good days give u happiness.
Bad days give u experience.
Both are essential in life!
All are Gods blessings!

just wanna share with you guys what xxx said .
Because it's encouraging .
if you happened to read , thank you once again :D

11 days !

2008-09-25T21:37:00.002+08:00

i know all this would come back after 12 days .
i am waiting :)

2008-09-24T22:29:00.003+08:00

i am always the worst .
that's what your said .
i am the worst friend you could ever get .
i have the worst attitude among all .
I am the worst daughter .
I am never Goood !
That's what your said .
I never excel in studies once , I never did you proud
i think i am far bettr off be dead !

2008-09-23T20:34:00.006+08:00

i dont know how to speak up ,
i dont know what to say .
i dont know what happened .

i never knew that it was so fragile .
Never did i knew that .
i always thought it was going on strong .
but i was proved wrong .
it was never strong .

tell me what happened ?
i dislike such things to happened .
exams are really drifting us apart .
sighhhh ....

It changes too fast .
I mean everything changes too fast .
tell me how to react over it ?
keeping quiet and dont utter a sound ?
or dont even bother about it ?.....

God tell me what to do , only you can ..
tell me what i should do .

who can i talk to at times ? you guys got your boyfriend there to listen .
sighhhhhh

Turn into something beautiful , you know you know i love you so .

2008-09-21T21:59:00.004+08:00

When the music fades
All is stripped away .

I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself .

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it .

it's your blood that cleanses me ,
it's your blood that gave me life .
it's your blood that took my pain
washes me whiter than the snow .

go back to God first love ,
Everything is possible through him .
Have faith , Dont give up .
Keep praying .
Go back to the first love , He will give me what i need .
Be it something or someone you longed for .

I trust Him , I know He will .
But if God you want to take me back to your Paradise ,
just take me back .
i am willing and prepared .
I want to love you more than anything else .
I want to make it a point to talk to you thru day and night .
Just like a lover .
i love you J .
You will be a lover of my life forever till you bring me back to your Paradise .
I longed to go back to where i came first ,
I want to go back to your Paradise ...
I promise i wont love this world . i wont ....
a time to search , a time to give up .
a time for everything . i knew he will give it to me .
<3 10 .

2008-09-15T20:03:00.003+08:00

Never put words in my mouth .
Do i know you very well ?
no , i mean WELL .
Sorry i dont , i dont even speak to you .
The sum of words i spoke to you never hit 10 per day .
So NEVER put words in my mouth .
You wont want to know the outcome of it .
Do you like to Gossip that much ?
Perhaps no , but i wish you just kindly shut up ,
when you know nothing at all .
Even if you like to GOSSIP that much , which i can stop it because that your MOUTH .
then gossip the right stuff , not the wrong stuff .
So if you know Nothing at all ,
I MEAN NOTHING AT ALL .
READ CAREFULLY .
JUST SHUT UP OK ? :D

2008-08-29T22:19:00.003+08:00

2008-08-28T21:17:00.001+08:00

Whisper my own love song
With all my heart I'll sing
For You my Dad and King .

When I need Your love
And how far You would come
If ever I was lost ,
And You said that all
You feel for me
Is undying love .

2008-08-26T15:17:00.002+08:00

3rd september : Social Studies
4th september : English paper
5th september : Desaru .

i wish that you will do well , 10 , 15 ,19 , 8 .
i know you will . :)

2008-08-25T23:14:00.004+08:00

my maid will be leaving this saturday .
she will be leaving for a longggggg 6 weeks !
meaning no maid . no maid meaning do own breakfast/lunch/dinner , pour own water , wash school shoe , wash school uniform , iron clothes , pack my room , pack my bed . clean the house .
i think i depend too much on my maid .
shittttttttt .

exams are in a mess now , i dont know what to do .
God if you were to take me away ...
Sometimes i thought it would be better this way .
i heard your encouragement for me today . Telling me not to give up & ingore whatever xx says . I hope you & i do well .
see you the following year .

2008-08-24T16:38:00.004+08:00

This is the last lap to go , yet i felt like giving up now .
like what this xx person said : " why clarinda go take o lvl sub , when she cant go up sec 5 ."
this discourage me even more .
exams are in less than 10 days .
i dont know what to do .
what the fish is this .

if you are taking me away one fine day , i will say i do .
i will obey you .
but i will miss "You" .

2008-08-23T16:46:00.002+08:00

last lesson of drum .
i think i will miss drum lesson .
waiting for church to reply , if they accept me i will continue drums from thr .
if not wait till n's are over then consider .

10 , 15 , 19 ....

2008-08-21T18:00:00.003+08:00

12 Days time ..

i am happy ! real ?

2008-08-17T00:31:00.003+08:00

Went Bukit Merah for Ebenezer in the basement .
Ebenezer (Ben Seow, Chris Seow, Daniel Lee, Chew Shijun, Seth Chiam)
their first gig was , 'What Last Friday Was For' .
It was still as awesome as What Last Friday Was For .

2008-08-12T21:38:00.000+08:00

Disappointed .

2008-08-11T00:31:00.002+08:00

F.I.R concert was quite disappointing to me ,

maybe the seats i got or the people around doesnt seem to enjoy .

E . X . A . M . never seem to stop . R . E . M .E .D . I . A . S too .

tomorrow suppose to be a day for me to rest and sleep t home ,

but i got to get up early for remedia .

2008-08-09T08:42:00.000+08:00

Happy .
Thanks !

2008-08-09T00:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY .

LOVE YOU TO THE MAXXX !

2008-07-31T00:24:00.001+08:00

when you think i am alright , no i am not .
when you think i can do well , no i cant .
when you think i can come back , no i cant .
what's this ?
my confidence level drop from 100 to 50 .
):

2008-07-29T22:21:00.002+08:00

Monday Morning .
Matthew 21 : 21-22 .
Jesus said : i tell you the truth , if you have faith and do not doubt , not only can you do what
was done to the fig tree , but also you can say to this moutain ; Go , throw yourself int the sea and it will be done . If you believe , you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer .

Tuesday while taking Social Studies .
Ephesians 5:6
Let no word deceive you with empty words , for because such things God's wrath comes on those who are disobedient .

i was blaming God through out the whole day , why did he ask me step forward and become a leader ?
Am i too young to be one ?
I thought starting off young as a leader leading a group will teach me , guide me .
Am i wrong ?
Am i not old enough ?
You mean i must be a young working adult then i can be a leader ?
Did i hear the wrong thing from God ?
Am i wrong or Uncle is wrong ?

2008-07-26T00:26:00.002+08:00

I fall and i hurt my BUTT & I got a SWOLLEN PALMS !
say : you Deserve that fall , Clarinda .
i am never going to Hop , put my legs , jump , roll ..
onto that swaves board anymore .
Painnnnnnnnnnnnnnn .....
i had a great day today , it seems like the same old day before .
with so much laughters and joy .
deep within our hearts we know how we feel (:

2008-07-24T22:29:00.005+08:00

i am having this mixed feeling .

i felt lethargic , giving up at all times , troubled , terrible ...

This kind of feeling had been with me for the past few days .

Hoping God will just strike me with anything to wake me up .

Before the 40 days nightmare comes .

And whenever i got a challenging sum i just wish to give up .

Telling myself i was never good at it , never good for anything .

never good for anyone .

This made me feel even terrible , made me feel like crying even more .

I want to learn when i fall .

learn the way to get up .

This post sounds so emotional ..

we have seem to lost track of our daily life .

2008-07-20T21:27:00.000+08:00

I love the background ,

2008-07-18T22:56:00.002+08:00

prelim 2 had start .

English paper 1 was for today .

I hope that i will be able to do well for my prelim 2 .

2008-07-14T17:49:00.001+08:00

i think i am going to turn mute anytime , if i continues to ill-treat my throat .

with my all time favourites , durians , potato chips , chocolate cake , kinder bueno .

i am dying soon .

Bye ,

2008-07-08T21:51:00.002+08:00

I think i did better in english oral than chinese oral .
Because the English teacher kept laughing & smiling at me .
but the chinese oral teacher gave a sacrastic face , they look like as if they are totally restless & doesnt want to hear your speech at all .
what the ...
so during english oral today ,
the conversation was something like what was your happiest moment during your childhood .
i recall hard , i think hard .
it looks like i didnt have any childhood .
after school , take school bus home , eat lunch , take nap * if i dont take nap , my grandma would take a cane and chase after me * , wake up , eat dinner , go back home , do homework , next morning , go school ...
this routine continue till i was p6 , the only thing i could rmb was .
during holiday , i wanted to go out with my friend so badly .
i told my grandma to lie to my mum *if she calls* that i am in the toilet , after that my grandma would call me & i would rush home quickly .
Even if the show havent end , i would rush home .
what a pathetic childhood , i wont visit the nearby playground , i never talk to my neighbour .
what a boring childhood .

2008-07-06T00:46:00.002+08:00

i painted yellow walls .

yoohoo .

i change my blog to something that got to do with yellow .

whooohooo .

now i need a yellow stool from ikea , bedsheet &&&

change my lightings .

and it will be complete .

2008-07-02T22:25:00.003+08:00

I AM SO WORRIED NOW .
I AM AFRAID .
I WANT TO CRY CUS I AM NERVOUS .
MY HEART BEAT IS LIKE 1000 TIMES FASTER THAN USUAL .
GOD HELP ME WONT YOU ?

2008-07-01T15:21:00.002+08:00

ahhhhh , i kept dreaming of this ****** person .
it made me totally freak out .
shitxzxz .

2008-06-30T22:54:00.004+08:00

Maybe i should paint the wall Yellow .
Maybe Yellow should be my next lover .
Maybe i should get all my furniture furnish in Yellow .
Maybe i should get a bed sheet in Yellow .
Maybe i should go ikea and look for a high stool in Yellow .
Maybe i should paint myself in Yellow .
Maybe i should change my lighting's to Yellow .
Maybe i should paint my desk to Yellow .
Maybe i should get a school bag in Yellow .
Maybe i should change my blog url to something that got to do with Yellow/Red .

Oh , so many Maybe's .
wait till i fulfill it , it will be another story .

* i have change my link that got to do with Yellow .

2008-06-25T22:42:00.005+08:00

LOVE
We can't touch it , count it , bottle it , or even see it .
But who among us would argue that love isn't real ?
LOVE
It makes sane people do and say crazy things .
It prompts selfish people to do noble things .
What else on earth has that kind of power ?
LOVE
It can hurt like nothing else in the world .
And yet , paradoxically , not loving us much more painful .
LOVE
The most talked about , sung about , and thought about theme in the world
as well as the most misunderstood .
LOVE
It's not everything you think it is . It's more ... much , much more .

- Bible .

i was reading through 1John , so many thoughts came through my mind .
2 9 He who says he is in light , and hates his brother , in the darkness until now .
10 He who loves his brother abides in the light , and there is no cause for stumbling
over Him .
11 But he who hates his brother is in darkness and walks in darkness , and does not know
where he is going , because the darkness has blinded his eyes .

Since God love each and everyone of us , thr shall be no hatred .

2008-06-23T23:25:00.005+08:00

你好我最近每天都好像不能睡觉。
我也不太懂发生了设么事。
我感但有一点点的但心了。
我相信他能帮助我的。
amen ！
那在英文就叫做 insomnia 。
我一点也不会累，到底那个精发神精病了。
好伤心好多事情发生啊！）：
不想在说了。
大家晚安。

2008-06-23T21:53:00.001+08:00

just shut up , this would make you & me having peace .

SHUT UP .